Track Name: Heavy Weather - A Slow Rant About Distance
I've drawn constilations with each breath that we took. With each step I grow closer to your stars where I drew out those imaginary lines to recite. I'm falling back into the gentle barrel of a gun; my safety net of old memories I've taught myself to forget. But with the words of those who hurt me haunting still, comes the pleasure of remembering that just because it's become a habit, doesn't mean you never mattered.
Flickering lights binding my thoughts.
I wish that my hands would stop shaking like buildings collapsing. Now. Right now.
But once i found my life swinging between the branches of the trees and once I saw the space growing between the stars, I caught my mind feeling seperated from every rain drop that fell from the clouds above. And I've learned that it doesn't matter how many miles that it fell, because maybe the distance is just as intoxicating as the water between continents, and maybe its the mountains that part the seas where i wish i could live. But please my love, just make sense of these drunken words because as every lake floods the earth, I wish to drown in every word I've ever given you.
Track Name: The Hope And The Failure - I Lost Myself in the Hours I Wasted On You
ONE SECOND, TWO MINUTES, THREE HOURS. FOUR DAYS, FIVE MONTHS, 6 YEARS.
TO SEE YOU, TO HOLD YOU, I MISS IT, TIME PASSES, SO EASILY WE SLOWLY,
DRIFT APART. IN TIME, IN SECONDS, IN MINUTES, IN HOURS, IN DAYS, IN MONTHS, IN YEARS. WE COUNT, OUR LIVES WHILE TIME SLIPS OUT OF OUR HANDS
UNTIL ONE DAY WHEN WE WAKE UP NOT KNOWING A THING ABOUT EACH OTHER. AND I WILL WONDER WHO YOU ARE. WILL YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY?
I WANTED YOU TO BE THE SAME - I LOVED THE IDEA OF LOVING YOU. TIME DIDN ́T HEAL US, IT ERASED US. I LOST MYSELF IN THE HOURS THAT I WASTED ON YOU. I WANTED YOU TO BE THE SAME - I LOVED THE IDEA OF LOVING YOU. TIME DIDN ́T HEAL US, IT ERASED US. I LOST MYSELF IN THE HOURS THAT I WASTED ON YOU.
I DON ́T BELIEVE IN GOD BUT I PRAY THAT YOU ARE ALRIGHT. TOO MUCH TIME
HAS PASSED NOW AND I PRAY TO GOD TO ASK HIM TO WATCH OVER YOU. I DON ́T EVEN BELIEVE BUT I NEED FOR SOMEONE TO LISTEN SO I PRAY TO GOD.
I WONDER IF YOU ARE OKAY...ARE YOU...OKAY?
WHY DO I CARE? WHY DID YOU MARK ME? I NEED TO LEAVE YOU BEHIND AND BE ME.
TIME DIDN ́T HEAL US, IT ERASED US. I LOST MYSELF IN THE HOURS THAT I WASTED ON YOU.